Saturday, January 31, 2009

Really?

Please tell me exactly WHY it is that people have such a lack of respect for one another.

When you tell me not to tell a certain person what you're sharing with me, I honor that request. You're entitled to your privacy. Am I not entitled to the same privacy? Am I the exception to that rule?

Seriously, think a little before you run your mouth.

ANYWAY.
Look up "Awake" by Josh Groban. I've been feeling this way for a while. Beautiful song :]

Friday, January 30, 2009

Sweet Release

Man, is it nice when you just have a nice cry and let all those irritating emotions go.
It's nice to know that no matter how much of our anger we direct toward God, his love for us never changes. And I'll tell ya, I hate being angry at God. There's no reason to be. I think the person I'm really angry at is myself.

...gotta work on that.

It's nice though, when you cry. You can just give everything over to Him and his love blankets over your mind. So soothing :)

Night.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Woe is Me, but Love is God

I've been thinking of doing this for a while. With everything going on in my life right now, I think a way to vent will be good for me.

I guess I'll start by saying, "Howdy, y'all!" (Cali native, haha)
I'm a born again Christian, going through a really difficult transition. I'm sure I'll rant and rave about that in the near future.
I'm a writer, a singer - an artist all around.
My entire life is on my computer. But I'm guessing you've heard that before.
I keep journals. Different journals for different reasons. And I love it.
I hope to publish some of them, because it'd be an interesting read.
The theatre is my home away from home. I've seen Twilight eight times. Don't judge.
I'm working on getting my relationship with God back to being number one.
It hasn't been easy.
I cry a lot. But I laugh even more. At the end of the day, no matter what I'm going through, somewhere deep down, I know it's okay. 'Cause I'm an idiot in every sense of the word. And Jesus wants me anyway.

I'm Jess.

How are you? :)